I've decided to make this blog public once again. Things at work, though still chaotic and unsettled, are moving forward, and I feel like I'm safe to once again post without worrying who might see what. My old management team and all of my former co-workers are well aware of my story, and my new (even if temporary) management doesn't concern me. I have an official place to land; I start my new job on Tuesday morning and I'm excited about the shift that's been made in my career. I think it will be the start of even better things in that regard, and I'm looking forward to seeing how it plays out.
To those of you who had been following and who were locked out during the past month, sorry about that. I hope you understand...I had to protect myself during an exceptionally (and stupidly, given the rest of the load on my plate) stressful time period...a time when I should have been "only" dealing with trying to get through our first holiday season as babyloss parents, and preparing for these big due date milestones which were screaming toward us at lighting speed. I'm in the midst of those now...one has passed, one comes up this week, and the last will follow on February 1st. I can't wait to feel a bit of breathing room.
Thank you all for your continued support, encouragement and love...and to those of you in my babyloss community, for sharing your strength and experience...and hope. I cherish all of you so much more than you could ever know (except you probably DO know exactly what I mean, because you've been here!).